Currently Playing The New York Dolls By The New York Dolls see related

didnt know you kids still read this baby

thanks for the commentaries..i still dont know whats going on with the kid though..meh..oh well later babes

Currently Reading The Tell-Tale Heart, Plus 3 other Tales of Mystery, Suspense By Edgar Allan Poe, Conan Doyle, Alan King, Dorothy Davis, Arthur Conan Doyle see related

here ..this is a xanga i can update but no one has to know. i love it.

so alot of stuff has been happening lately. i've been hanging out with this guy alot lately who i thought i could just be friends with, but he ended up breaking up with his girl friend and wants to go out. i really am not looking for a boyfriend right now but just a good friend. i looked to him for that cuz i can hang out with him for hours and still be having a good time. even if its one on one. haven't had a good time with anyone besides him sinse alisha. but accidents occur and stuff has happened. i wont go into detail but if he asks me out, and i say no, im afraid it'll mess up us being really good friends. thatd suck asian. and ive got a bad feeling it'll happen. besides that my ex boyfriends been really gay lately. sinse he got a 17 year old girlfriend he thinks he's all high and mighty and its pissing me off along with alisha. He doesnt need to be a jerk and act like he's too good for us lame ass kids cuz hes dating his 13 year old ex girlfriends 17 year old older sister. meh alright no ones going to read this and thats why i updated this .praise the lawrd

Currently Playing Misfits By The Misfits see related

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i made xblind_sidedx and deleted it...im temporarily using this xanga to leave comments in other ppls cuz i cant stay away from it dangit and i made a new xanga.

Currently Playing First Demo Tape 1980-1983 By Minor Threat see related

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screw age no one needs it. im sorry (sordof) to say but im quickly getting over minnesota..im not getting over hanging out with my friends everyday and hardly ever being online. or tyler b's awesome partys every wednesday, or driving around in a car with DUI's..getting flipped off and honked at having a 'gay old time' and what not. everyones gone..kaelas in MA (which is not a bad thing cuz im here) well shes gonna be in NY tylers camping, alisha and tanner are at sonshine, and everyone else is a thousand miles away from me. ive been really sick lately but thankfully not homesick. oh yeah and everyone is in the uk..theyve been gone quite the while ..and laurs at her fathers house. i miss being wee.as in a child. being carefree, not knowing the world held that was bad. (infact my worst night mare was dwarfs and deformed people... how unfortunately embarassing) well im gonna go now..

xanga is gay!

GOOD MORNING!! even though its 3:44 pm i just woke up and dont know why i slept so late. in other news: visited the same church yesterday as last sunday and there was this kid who's dad is in the military and they were stationed in Sweden for 3 years! Blindside is from Sweden, so that's cool. I really wish Alisha was here with me. She's never going to read this cuz she's coming home in 4 days from Sonshine fest. I was actually supposed to stay in Minnesota with her until Sonshine, then fly over here after we got our stuff (boxes and such) delivered to our house. Well, didnt turn out that way cuz my mom said shed miss me too much in 3 weeks. but im now going to be gone for 4 freakin years!!!! i miss my friends dangit...

cheers